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Friday, September 1, 2006
i am so incredibly happy right now.
nothing in particular has happened, and yet everything has happened all at once. i feel as though my summer has been culminating to just this feeling, this amazingly shocking and yet so undeniable feeling of peace. serious, peace, of, mind. nothing hurts for more than a few moments.
i love being around me right now. i love having only my thoughts. i love allowing people in to connect with and then reconnecting with myself. i am so goddamn lucky. i am so loved. and i am so alone. good alone.
i havent felt this way since i dont know when, but i know i have felt it, because i feel as though i am back somewhere.
india on monday.
i love my new room.
Friday, August 18, 2006
1:54AM
i feel like im on some sort of pivot. you know, that sort of V shaped thing. i feel like im on the centre of that thing. of that pivot. is it called a pivot? im on the centre of that pivot. definately.
things could go in any direction- is the symbolism.
well, i mean, in two directions.
really bad and really good, or the two directions of this pivot...that im on the centre of.
i really hope its called a pivot.
Monday, July 10, 2006
this is for my records. and bragging rights. i mean, for my records.
bands/artists who i have seen/will see by the end of septemeber 2006:
1. John Mayer (four times, but one more time in September 2006)
2. Dave Matthews Band (August 2006)
3. Radiohead
4. Ozomatli
5. Oasis
6. Cake
7. Weezer
8. Jet
9. Garbage
10. Beck
11. Arcade Fire
12. Madness
13. Maroon 5
14. Counting Crows
15. John Butler Trio
16. BEN MUTHAFUCKINFOLDS
17. Rufus Wainright
18. Sheryl Crow (september 2006 w/john)
and now starts the bands i'm not too proud about/had to see in order to see another artist (mostly from the 9th grade):
19. Los Lonely Boys (worst...thing...ever)
20. Eve
21. Destiny's Child
22. Nelly
23. Blink 182
24. Fenix TX
Friday, June 23, 2006
A Quiz to Waste My Time and Yours
A THEATRE QUIZ
LAST SHOW YOU ADDED TO YOUR RESUME:
Under Milkwood
LAST SHOW YOU AUDITIONED FOR:
Under Milkwood
DID YOU GET INTO IT:
Yeehaw i did.
LAST SONG YOU USED AT AN AUDITION:
"All That Jazz"
FAVORITE PLAY:
Angels in America
FAVORITE MUSICAL:
Hedwig and the Angry Inch (it counts, bitches.)
NAME A THEATRE SUPERSTITION:
Good Luck!
LAST PART YOU PLAYED IN A SHOW:
Mrs. Dai Bread 2- Under Milkwood
YOUR GOAL IN SHOW BUSINESS:
To somehow integrate movement/contact improv, improv comedy, and politically relevant theatre all together.
FAVORITE DIRECTOR:
I'm not sure if he's my favorite director overall, but working with Trevor Biship in Venus was amazing.
WHAT WAS YOUR VERY FIRST SHOW:
Peter Pan- I was Tiger Lilly
HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DANCE SOLO:
nope.
HAVE YOU EVER HAD A SINGING SOLO:
yes.
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN THE LAST PERSON TO TAKE A BOW:
nope, but i've been second to last 5 times.
NAME A SHOW YOU'VE DONE MORE THAN TWO TIMES:
none.
HAVE YOU BEEN TO NEW YORK:
yesiree
HAVE YOU BEEN TO LA:
ho jeeze yes.
SCARIEST PART OF AN AUDITION:
what your mind does to you as you analyze how everyone else did, even when you didnt watch anybody else audition.
BEST PART OF AN AUDITION:
the cast list.
NAME A SHOW YOU WOULD NEVER DO (AGAIN):
Toss up between "Fools" and "Our Town"- barf on my couch status.
NAME A SHOW YOU COULD DO FOR YEARS:
Picasso at the Lapin Agile
NAME A SHOW YOU WOULD LOVE TO DO BUT HAVE NEVER BEEN IN:
Angels in America and Closer
NAME A PERSON YOU'D LIKE TO WORK WITH AGAIN:
Don Hill, and the cast of "The Jungle Book" scene we did, but in a full fledge play.
WHAT ARE YOU AUDITIONING FOR NEXT:
Cattle Call?
HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN PERFORMING:
17 years
DO YOU CARRY YOUR HEADSHOTS AROUND WITH YOU:
No.
DO YOU KEEP IN TOUCH WITH PAST CAST MEMBERS:
Yeah.
ON A SCALE OF 1-10 HOW IMPORTANT IS GETTING PAID:
depends on the work- if its worth it, i'd almost pay them.
WHAT IS YOUR MOST MEMORABLE PERFORMANCE:
i have no idea, but i really fuckin loved being Sagot in Picasso at the Lapin Agile.
WHAT'S SOMETHING EMBARRASSING OR UNEXPECTED THAT HAPPENED TO YOU WHILE ON STAGE:
like Ryan, mine was in my high school production of Rumors: instead of La Bamba playing, the opening of the Lion King played, and so all of us instinctively turned into animals for the next 2 minutes...in front of a 300 person audience.
WHO IS THE MOST DIFFICULT PERSON (ON STAGE OR OFF) THAT YOU HAVE EVER WORKED WITH:
Bob King- High school director.
EVER BEEN NAKED ON STAGE?:
nope- close, but no.
WHO OR WHAT IS YOUR GREATEST INSPIRATION OR INFLUENCE?
watching someone do what they love, and do it really, really well.
IF YOU COULD BE A RICH FAMOUS PORN STAR OR A STRUGGLING THEATRE ACTOR WHICH WOULD YOU CHOOSE?
struggling theatre actor.
BEST PROFESSIONAL SHOW(S) YOU'VE SEEN:
Hedwig and the Angry Inch.
BEST COLLEGE SHOW(S) YOU'VE SEEN:
Venus, Seven guitars, and Orpheus Descending.
BEST HIGH SCHOOL SHOW(S) YOU'VE SEEN:
Our production of "And Then There Were None".
ONSTAGE, HAVE YOU EVER...
a) Been killed? Yes- Agamemnon.
b) Been drunk / stoned? Yes- Picasso at the Lapin Agile, Rumors
c) Played someone half your age? Yes- Agamemnon
d) Played someone twice your age? Yep- Picasso
e) Cried? yep- Much Ado about Nothing, And Then there Were None, Agamemnon, Vagina Monologues
f) Fired a gun? mmhmm- And Then There Were None
g) Driven a car? No...thats wierd.
h) Been drenched? No...thats wierd too.
i) Been in a dream sequence? haha...yes- Under Milkwood and Venus
j) Been kissed? Yes- Much Ado about Nothing, You Can't Take it With You, And Then There Were None
IF YOU WERE ON BROADWAY RIGHT NOW, WHAT SHOW WOULD YOU WANT TO BE IN AND WHAT ROLE WOULD YOU PLAY?
THE BESTEST SHOW EVER.
Wednesday, May 3, 2006
Live Nude People Serves You:
BREAKFAST! The Second Show of the Quarter!
When: Friday, May 5th
Where: SSLH
Why: because you've been count (choculah)'ing the minutes till you can
snap (crackle and pop) your way to the most amazing show of your golden
(graham) years! dont be a (frosted) flake and not show up, because we'll
just have to say cheerio(s) to you.
sigh
WHO's PLAYING?
In the Color of "What Depression", Team "The Yukster Browns!"
Vs.
In the Color of "Pants", Team "Not Wearing Any"
and hosted by
In the Color of "Blue and Gold", Team "Improv Storm"
now usually we'd end the email RIGHT about....NOW. BUT WAIT!!! there is
more!!!
LNP SILENT AUCTION!
right before the show starts, at 10: 30 we will be auctioning off all of
the lnp cast to you, the lovely, date-seeking fans! why are we doing this?
WHY? WHY? WHY?
BECAUSE WE NEED MONEY TO THROW AN AMAZING PROM FOR ALL OF YOU!
so please, please, please come out at 10:30 to bid on your favorite nude
and watch them strut their stuff in the LNP Pageant- just for your viewing
pleasure.
MUAH! stay breakfast-sexy everyone.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
6:44PM
HEY. LISTEN.
come one, come one + friends to the first lnp show of the quarter!!
Where: Little theatre
When: THIS FRIDAY 11 PM
Theme: Disney!
WHO:
in the color of "BLUE AND GOLD" team " IMPROV STORM"
featuring:
Negin Singh
Jeff Newman
Zach Reino
Squire Jeff Eberly
vs.
in the color of "WHAT DEPRESSION?" team "THE YUKSTER BROWNS!"
featuring:
Richie Root
Ryan Hoskins
Spencer Williams
Jeff Parker
hosted by, in the color of "PANTS" team "WE HAVE NO PANTS"
hey, come.
free free free, dress up and get in early.
Monday, April 3, 2006
5:42PM
LNP AUDITIONS!
when: Wednesday, April 5th, 3-6
where: Studio theatre
why: BITCHES.
COME ONE COME ALL
Prepare Nothing
except for the heat.
Monday, February 6, 2006
12:11AM
im going to miss picasso so hard.
correction- i miss picasso so hard.
to everyone that came, thank you, it was an absolute joy to play in front of you.
to the cast- i love you, it was some of the most fun ive ever had in my life.
to myself- put down those ho-ho's.
Monday, January 30, 2006
remember when gum used to be a big deal? like in school? if you got caught with it, man, were YOU a badass.
the times, they are a-changing. or i mean, they have changed, for me. because im older and things like that dont matter. i kinda wished they did, because man, was-I-a-badass.
im going to be 20 this year. jeeze loueeze.
live nudes rocked so much ass.
Friday, January 27, 2006
12:37PM
LIVE FUCKING NEW FUCKING PEOPLE. FUCKING TONIGHT.
little theatre
free.
science.
be there or i'll honestly kill you.
Wednesday, January 4, 2006
so im at a bit of a philosophical crisis at the moment. it's to the point where i dont even know whether or not the crisis could even be labeled as that of a philosophical one, which makes it all the more philosophical.
a few days ago, during the ball-dropping night, i was asked what my new years resolution was. at this point, though i hadnt thought of the answer, expected to pump out something half-assed that i could discard mid-way through new-years day. but it was wierd, i actually couldnt come up with anything. everything that i started to say, i really didnt want to change, or i thought about happening and didnt like the consequences, etc. now, lets not kid around here, my life is definately not perfect, and it could seriously stand for some change. but the stuff i see changing really doesnt even have a whole lot to do with me. is it wierd that i'm starting to really like the stuff thats wrong with me? like for example, its no secret that i pile on WAY too much responsibility during quarters. i usually take on a show (or three), take 16-20 units (of which i strive to get A's, none of that C's get you degrees bullshit), rehearse and perform in live nudes, and always get caught having some sort of random commitment that i honestly thought would be just 'fine' if i took it on. on top of all that, i make sure to maintain strong relationships with my friends, family, and hey, a boyfriend. at the end of every quarter, i feel seriously burned out, like most people, but i like it. i really do, i like that feeling. in the hate/like way. so should i change it? should i stop giving myself heartattacks? or should i start hating those things so that i could like wanting to change them? i just dont know how seroiusly i could take the resolution "i need to start hating responsibility and achievement". maybe i shouldnt take it as importantly as i do anymore. who the fuck knows.
in other words, brokeback mountain was really overrated. the pacing and direction were absolutely horrendous. the acting and cinematography WAS good, i will admit that.
project runway party at my house tonight. i'm excited by the fact that there are 4 men and 1 woman coming to my house for this extravaganza.
picasso rehearsal starts today. very good.
heath comes home from valencia tomorrow. thats a good/anxiousy thing.
i really, really hate sleeping alone.
Friday, December 16, 2005
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
2:22AM
i fucking forgot Mike Nichols's "Angels In America" part 1 and 2. those movies trump my entire list.
im re-reading "house of leaves". jesus lord its savory.
Current mood:  cranky Current music: rachel and dan in my bedroom
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
3:21PM
in no particular order:
1. monsoon wedding
2. hedwig and the angry inch
3. the legend of bhagat singh
4. the life aquatic
5. moulin rouge
6. closer
7. when harry met sally
8. garden state (even though it has since been ruined by poser indie enthusiasts)
9. chicago
10. waiting for guffman.
these are the movies that i enjoy the most. perhaps not the BEST, but definately the most enjoyable.
give me your top ten.
i am in love with arrested development.
"i'm having a love affair with this ice cream sandwich"
i tag all of you.
Current mood:  dorky Current music: monsoon wedding in the background
Tuesday, November 8, 2005
just kidding, figured it out.
NOW i feel accomplished. fuck the smiley before. it's a new day.
hi. this is negin. i havent written in this thing for over 9 months. everything has changed.
i dont know how to delete the previous journal entries.
WHY
oh WHY?!
muah.
Current mood:  accomplished Current music: cliff faulkners voice
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